Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Lullabies....

I borrowed this from a blog called "Mason Jar Memories".
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I’m in the arms of Jesus and he sings me lullabies

Thought this was so beautiful…
“Daddy please don’t look so sad, momma please don’t cry.
Cause I’m in the arms of Jesus, and he sings me lullabies.
Please try not to question God, don’t think he is unkind.
Don’t think he sent me to you and then changed his mind.
You see I’m a special child, I am needed up above.
I’m the special gift you gave Him, a product of your love.
I’ll always be there with you, so watch the sky at night.
Look for the brightest star and know that’s my halo’s brilliant light.
You’ll see me in the morning frost that mists your window pane.
That’s me in the summer showers, I’ll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a gentle breeze from a gentle wind that blows.
Know that it’s me planting a kiss upon your nose.
When you see a child playing and your heart feels a tug,
Don’t be sad mommy, that’s just me giving your heart a hug.
So daddy don’t looks so sad and momma please don’t cry.
I’m in the arms of Jesus and he sings me lullabies.”
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On my way home from work today I was thinking about our baby in heaven.  My thoughts were not about sadness and "poor me".  I was thinking about all the destruction and sadness going on in the aftermath of the big storm out east - all of the stresses of life - all of the "darkness" and evil surrounding halloween.  I am so thankful that Jesus chose for my sweet baby to skip all of that and go directly to heaven.  I'm selfish to want him to be here.  
All is well with my soul.
Thank you, Lord.

3 comments:

  1. This is beautiful Carlena. I am going to share it with a friend who also had a miscarriage and has a Heaven baby.

    I pray that all is well with your soul every day.

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  2. When I first read your last entry... I could not respond right away. It was too hard. Even now ~ it hurts. I love you, Donald and Annie Joy. I do anticipate hugging and loving your precious "heaven baby" when I go Home!!!

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  3. Eena, our hearts miss that little one too.
    Love you

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