Thursday, March 5, 2009

change anyone?

There is not much in my life that changes. Sometimes things may seem like they are different but when it is all said and done - it's the same.
I have been thinking about that today. I mentioned a few blogs back that I wanted to change my ways and sweep the kitchen floor everyday to keep my husband happy. Honestly, I have made an effort and swept it a few more times than I normally would have - but... everyday?? Lets face it - my intentions are good but when it comes down to it - I am the same girl I was before. (and would all my efforts even be worth it?)
I have been with the same guy - in the same house - with the same cat - going to the same church - driving the same car - for a very long time. I have been at the same job for over 12 years working for the same boss - even wearing some of the same clothes......
Change.
Change....
Sometimes, I want to chuck it and cut my hair start something new.
Am I just fooling myself? Am I really ready to actually make some changes in my life? Can I get out of the comfortable box that I am in and do something different? I hope to think that I can.
I will keep you posted.

1 comment:

  1. You are amazing and I think this blog is allowing you to share such amazing things that go on in your precious head. Thanks for being vulnerable and bold!!!!! Love you so much!!!!

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